my dad is cleaning out grandpa's room

it hurts to see and hear wat he's doing. i wish i could tell my dad to stop lor.

grandpa's coin collection, old photos of my dad n my auntie when they were a kid, e undecipherable little notes grandpa had all over e room... haiz~

it still hurts to realised tat a member is permanently absent in e house, there's no one to say goodbye to b4 i go to work every morning, n i cant hear his voice nor his laughter anymore...

i dont understand, e last time i saw him at e hospital, he was still cracking jokes. but e nx day, he's gone.

this is such an unprecedented experience to me, i din expect tat it would hurt this much.

but oh well, ultimately, life still goes on huh.